“The future is no place to place your better days.”

I can't seem to fall asleep. Probably because I woke up at 12:3o. I hate waking up late because your whole day is gone. Anyways I am so pumped for this month. Prom, graduation, and beach for a few days. Lately I find myself becoming nostalgic. Mostly because I know that high school is ending, I am about to go off on my own to college, and I am leaving my friends and childhood behind. I am really excited, but sad at the same time because leaving high school is a reminder that life is passing by so quickly. On a happier note, this vacation has been amazing. I have been busy everyday which is nice. I must say that I do enjoy being 18. I had a gathering when my parents went away and stored the rest of the "juice" in the garage fridge and all my dad did was ask if it was mine and i said yeah, and he said that he likes that kind of "juice" and dropped the subject. Hahaha love it. 

Justin gave me the new John Mayer CD and it is awesome. I have been playing it non-stop all weekend. I got burnt yesterday and I am pumped about it because I am on my way to being tan. Not to mention that sun is really good for acne. April vacation has put me in the summer mode which is bad in a way because I no longer give a shiz about school. By the way I found a summer job! I applied to a casting agency and they offered me a postion as an extra on the new Adam Sandler movie which is amazing! They pay the extras well and you get to be in a movie at the same time! I am really excited. The only negative is that my first day of filming is the day after prom. I will be at Cedardale until 5am and I have to be in Boston by 11am to shoot. I am going to be so fricken tired. Oh well. That is what coffee is for. Anyways, I am tired now and am going to listen to John Mayer's CD on my ipod and fall asleep. Peace.

Chinatown

I hate the dentist. The appointments are always at an inconvenient time and the people who work there are robots and pretend that everything is happy and exciting. Piss off. Not to mention I knew that when I walked in they would notice my wisdom teeth and make me have surgery. After that I took myself and my sour mood back home where my wonderful mother made me a homemade waffle. Wiping the tears from my eyes I inhaled the waffle like a dog eats his scraps from the table. Well anyways, my plan was to lock myself in my room and write my term paper seeing as it is due tuesday and I need to pass it in to graduate. Nothing was going to remove me from my room because I was determined to finish this paper so I could enjoy the rest of my easter break. Within the hour I was at a movie... It is now 11:30 and I still haven't started my paper. I shall attempt again tomorrow.

Wax Candle

I have been sitting here for the past 4 hours doing these freakish notecards for my term paper and I am still not done. Not to mention that when I finish these, I have to write the paper itself which has to be a minimum of 7 pages. I know for some of you nut cases that's nothing. But for me that is physically impossible. I am on coffee number 2 and I will probably be working throughout the night. toothpicks are holding my eyelids up at the moment because coffee apparently doesn't work. I probably accidentally made decaf. I have gone through every song on my playlist which means that I can't focus. Whatever i give up. I'll just sit here in the fetal position until I can motivate myself to continue on. Yay...