“The future is no place to place your better days.”

I can't seem to fall asleep. Probably because I woke up at 12:3o. I hate waking up late because your whole day is gone. Anyways I am so pumped for this month. Prom, graduation, and beach for a few days. Lately I find myself becoming nostalgic. Mostly because I know that high school is ending, I am about to go off on my own to college, and I am leaving my friends and childhood behind. I am really excited, but sad at the same time because leaving high school is a reminder that life is passing by so quickly. On a happier note, this vacation has been amazing. I have been busy everyday which is nice. I must say that I do enjoy being 18. I had a gathering when my parents went away and stored the rest of the "juice" in the garage fridge and all my dad did was ask if it was mine and i said yeah, and he said that he likes that kind of "juice" and dropped the subject. Hahaha love it. 

Justin gave me the new John Mayer CD and it is awesome. I have been playing it non-stop all weekend. I got burnt yesterday and I am pumped about it because I am on my way to being tan. Not to mention that sun is really good for acne. April vacation has put me in the summer mode which is bad in a way because I no longer give a shiz about school. By the way I found a summer job! I applied to a casting agency and they offered me a postion as an extra on the new Adam Sandler movie which is amazing! They pay the extras well and you get to be in a movie at the same time! I am really excited. The only negative is that my first day of filming is the day after prom. I will be at Cedardale until 5am and I have to be in Boston by 11am to shoot. I am going to be so fricken tired. Oh well. That is what coffee is for. Anyways, I am tired now and am going to listen to John Mayer's CD on my ipod and fall asleep. Peace.

Chinatown

I hate the dentist. The appointments are always at an inconvenient time and the people who work there are robots and pretend that everything is happy and exciting. Piss off. Not to mention I knew that when I walked in they would notice my wisdom teeth and make me have surgery. After that I took myself and my sour mood back home where my wonderful mother made me a homemade waffle. Wiping the tears from my eyes I inhaled the waffle like a dog eats his scraps from the table. Well anyways, my plan was to lock myself in my room and write my term paper seeing as it is due tuesday and I need to pass it in to graduate. Nothing was going to remove me from my room because I was determined to finish this paper so I could enjoy the rest of my easter break. Within the hour I was at a movie... It is now 11:30 and I still haven't started my paper. I shall attempt again tomorrow.

Wax Candle

I have been sitting here for the past 4 hours doing these freakish notecards for my term paper and I am still not done. Not to mention that when I finish these, I have to write the paper itself which has to be a minimum of 7 pages. I know for some of you nut cases that's nothing. But for me that is physically impossible. I am on coffee number 2 and I will probably be working throughout the night. toothpicks are holding my eyelids up at the moment because coffee apparently doesn't work. I probably accidentally made decaf. I have gone through every song on my playlist which means that I can't focus. Whatever i give up. I'll just sit here in the fetal position until I can motivate myself to continue on. Yay...

Thoughts for Thought?

WHOA! I bet you are wondering, "Why the f**k hasn't Pat posted a blog in f**king forever?". Well B's and G's, I have no idea. I guess probs because I have been too busy not doing any of my homework. Well anywho, I got new glasses today. They are pretty ill if I do say so myself. Obviously you knew my opinion though because why else would I buy the darn things if i didn't like them. I could really go for a glass bottle coke right now. Yes, you read correctly, GLASS bottle coke. Not reg coke. It tastes 900 times better in glass. I'm totally listening to "Forever" by Chris Brown right now. I know I know, he's violent and disturbed, but, I can't help it, that song is awesome. I just pulled an eyelash out. I hate that. I need a new backpack. Mine's in the great beyond. wow this blog needs some piccccccssssssssss.

Yeah about the pics...there are none. Oh well. I want to have a yard sale. Sh** it's still winter. I'm totally having one this summer. I also need a new hat. I can never decide on hats though which is why I only have one. Okay nickelodeon sucks now. Spongebob Squarepants is WAY overplayed and the new shows suck. Congrats Disney, YOU WIN. I give up. Ties are fancy. I should wear them more often. Can someone go to the Salvation Army with me? I want cheap clothes. My friend scored a suit for 10 dollars! OK well now that I have wasted your time with random thoughts, I am going to go make tea to soothe my upset stomache, thus allowing me to exit the fetal position. 

AHH

Okay so lately i have been doing A LOT of thinking about myself. I really want a new look because it is definitely time for a change especially seeing as how I am going to college soon. I want to grow out my hair but I am not sure if i can pull it off because I have never done it. And I have really rough hair so idn if it would be a fro. Probably not but I worry about everything. I need opinions. I also want a gym membership so I can actually get an ounce of muscle on me. I am sick of being skinny. I can't afford one though and I have zero motivation so I probably wouldn't use it either. AHH see what I mean. These things have been running through my head constantly. Lately too I haven't really been giving a shit about anything. I hope that isn't a sign of depression, actually I know it is. But I don't know what I would be depressed about.

Okay that was a really negative paragraph but I needed to write about it. Anyways.....nvm. I don't have anything positive to say haha because today sucked for obvious reasons (it was the first day back at school since vacation and I just want to fricken graduate.) Did anyone else see the brother renee shirts?? HOW RIDICULOUS! I don't want that shit as my senior shirt! Whoever thought of that needs a serious beating. Well anyways, I have to finish this pointless project that Mansour gave me about personalities. I bet Ellen is cranking it out right now too.

I don't have a title...

I realize that I have not blogged all week but shit happens. Anyways, I worked mad hours so that by next week I can afford this

I'm so pumped. Anyways, I worked up until monday and on tuesday I....can't remember what I did. I had a "gathering" on thursday which was okay I guess. A lot of people didn't come because of the snow though which sucks. Friday I spent cleaning up my shat hole of a house and went back to work today. Seriously, I NEED A NEW JOB THAT PAYS WELL! HELP ME! I am so sick of serving food to people and being ice cold in a hockey rink for long hours. This vacation was not relaxing like it should have been, and now I have no days off for the longest time and I am fuckin' fed up with high school. I just want to graduate damnit. I'm ready for college. Whatever. I'll post again when I actually have a good story to tell.

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My butt donut popped :(

Calvin and Hobbes SUCKS

Today was shat. I was at school at 6:45 today to take a stupid math test for Mr. K. Fuckin' FAILED that! Other than that I guess today was reg. Scratch that comment about todaY BEING SHAT. WHOA I HIT CAPS. That's better. Anyways, I just noticed that Calvin and Hobbes comics are in all my text books...even my spanish book. Dammmnnnn. They aren't even funny. I don't get them.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! not. That is so retarded that I feel a little dumber after reading it.

Anyways, I got my hairs cut today. I'm pumped. That shit was so long and curly I was starting to look like It from the adams family. Nah not really but it was still too long for my liking. Haha my Psych book has a pic of a baby sucking its toe. Its funny. Lemme see if I can find it online. Nope, not on here. Oh well. Ummmm that's about it for now. Sorry I'll try and have more exciting things to write about tomorrow. Stay Classy. Peace.

Backpacks ARE cool!

Yup so today I realized that everyone is fake and only cares about social standings. But I'm not going to rant about that today. I want to move my room around so bad but it is so small that i have nowhere to move anything.....damnit. Oh and in future blogs I hope to use actual pictures that I take, but only when I start bringing my camera with me. I keep forgetting. Guys need like a man purse to hold all there shit like girls have because my pockets cant fit much more. Not a purse but like I wish it was socially acceptable for guys to carry backpacks around with them all the time. Then I could have all cool stuff on demand. But then it's like, oh hey there's Pat in a restaurant with a backpack on....what a sideshow. Hmm maybe i'll make it trendy. HA! as if anyone listens to me or copys me. Oh btw Pro Active is way more expensive than it used to be and that sucks because now I can't afford it. Plus I am having a major breakout that it is not fixing. WTF! 
Okay im totally moving my room around and maybe doing some HW. Maybe i'll post another blog later tonight. peeaccceee

Butt Donut

I know it has been awhile since I last posted but shit happens. I hurt my tailbone about a month ago and it still has not healed. I think that I may have done a lot of damage but I hate the doctors so I haven't gone. I have to sit on a donut so it will heal. It's embarrassing.

OH! By the way I am looking for a new job. One where I can sit at a desk and do just about nothing and play on my laptop like all my friends get to do at their jobs. Please help me!!! I'm sick of working at a concession stand in a hockey rink! Especially after yesterday when some kid took an ice skate to the neck! IT WAS SO FRICKEN NASTY!

That's kind of like where I work :/

Okay well I'm sorry that this isn't longer but I have to go to work now which succkkksss.

Boston

Yeah so I visited Jules at her apartment today in Boston. I hate driving into that city it's horrible. I tried taking a left over a train track but the oncoming traffic wouldn't let me cross and then I didn't notice that a train was coming and it started blowing the whistle at me to move and it almost hit me so i had to go into the oncoming traffic and people were like jamming their brakes on it was scary. Jules saw the whole thing. So then we visited Angie and went to an organic shop and drank hot apple cider that tasted like assss. Of course Jules liked it though. Then we got on the train where people were ripping ass wicked bad adn it was crammed so I couldn't breathe. For dinner we wanted to go to Lee's Soul Food because it sounded good I guess???? Food for the soul???? It ended up being in the ghetto and shut down to be replaced by some store. Haha so we had to go home and eat at Panara Bread which is the shit. Anways that was my day just thought I'd let you in on it.

Old Greg

Just a random thought. I think that this is the funniest youtube video and I quote it often. Please watch and enjoy.

Glaze Painting

Ok so I have never blogged before. But pretty much if i have a weird day or just want to talk about stuff, I will post. 

Today was loonng. I had to get up at 6:30 to be at work by 7:00. I hate getting up at the asscrack of dawn. Not to mention I hate people in general so seeing them through my half open eyes (not half closed, I am an optimist) just makes me sour. I especially hate when people ask you to do something completely random like searching for a missing glove. I can get you a pretzel or pour some coffee, but that's about it. I work at a concession stand by the way. Then I spill water all over my clothes because the sink is an anus an splashes everywhere. When I got home I had to make Jules her birthday present which I decided was going to be a nice painting. It took me like 2 hours to make. It was a coffee mug in a counter full of hot, steaming coffee. Wellll......of course I have to fuck up something. The so called white paint that I used to paint the mug ended up being glaze so I painted it on white and it looked great, so I packed it in my car and drove to the loop where I gave it to Jules. I guess glaze paint goes on white so you can see where you put it then it dries clear. Well the mug frickin disappeared. Haha I was so annoyed because I worked so hard on it and it just disappears. Whatever I stole the paint anyways, but I wish it was white like I had originally thought. After that escapade, Jules, Justin, Ellen and I went to Bertucchi's for dinner where we had the dumbest bitchhole of a waitress. She stood there for a full minute staring at us before she talked. Then she asked Ellen if she was finished eating when there was clearly no food on her plate except a plop of sauce. Did she think Ellen was going to lick the sauce off the plate? What an idiot.  Well that was my day, and my first blog. I'll try to write all the time. 

P.S.- Here is the painting....Hahaha