AHH

Okay so lately i have been doing A LOT of thinking about myself. I really want a new look because it is definitely time for a change especially seeing as how I am going to college soon. I want to grow out my hair but I am not sure if i can pull it off because I have never done it. And I have really rough hair so idn if it would be a fro. Probably not but I worry about everything. I need opinions. I also want a gym membership so I can actually get an ounce of muscle on me. I am sick of being skinny. I can't afford one though and I have zero motivation so I probably wouldn't use it either. AHH see what I mean. These things have been running through my head constantly. Lately too I haven't really been giving a shit about anything. I hope that isn't a sign of depression, actually I know it is. But I don't know what I would be depressed about.

Okay that was a really negative paragraph but I needed to write about it. Anyways.....nvm. I don't have anything positive to say haha because today sucked for obvious reasons (it was the first day back at school since vacation and I just want to fricken graduate.) Did anyone else see the brother renee shirts?? HOW RIDICULOUS! I don't want that shit as my senior shirt! Whoever thought of that needs a serious beating. Well anyways, I have to finish this pointless project that Mansour gave me about personalities. I bet Ellen is cranking it out right now too.