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Okay so lately i have been doing A LOT of thinking about myself. I really want a new look because it is definitely time for a change especially seeing as how I am going to college soon. I want to grow out my hair but I am not sure if i can pull it off because I have never done it. And I have really rough hair so idn if it would be a fro. Probably not but I worry about everything. I need opinions. I also want a gym membership so I can actually get an ounce of muscle on me. I am sick of being skinny. I can't afford one though and I have zero motivation so I probably wouldn't use it either. AHH see what I mean. These things have been running through my head constantly. Lately too I haven't really been giving a shit about anything. I hope that isn't a sign of depression, actually I know it is. But I don't know what I would be depressed about.

Okay that was a really negative paragraph but I needed to write about it. Anyways.....nvm. I don't have anything positive to say haha because today sucked for obvious reasons (it was the first day back at school since vacation and I just want to fricken graduate.) Did anyone else see the brother renee shirts?? HOW RIDICULOUS! I don't want that shit as my senior shirt! Whoever thought of that needs a serious beating. Well anyways, I have to finish this pointless project that Mansour gave me about personalities. I bet Ellen is cranking it out right now too.

I don't have a title...

I realize that I have not blogged all week but shit happens. Anyways, I worked mad hours so that by next week I can afford this

I'm so pumped. Anyways, I worked up until monday and on tuesday I....can't remember what I did. I had a "gathering" on thursday which was okay I guess. A lot of people didn't come because of the snow though which sucks. Friday I spent cleaning up my shat hole of a house and went back to work today. Seriously, I NEED A NEW JOB THAT PAYS WELL! HELP ME! I am so sick of serving food to people and being ice cold in a hockey rink for long hours. This vacation was not relaxing like it should have been, and now I have no days off for the longest time and I am fuckin' fed up with high school. I just want to graduate damnit. I'm ready for college. Whatever. I'll post again when I actually have a good story to tell.

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My butt donut popped :(

Calvin and Hobbes SUCKS

Today was shat. I was at school at 6:45 today to take a stupid math test for Mr. K. Fuckin' FAILED that! Other than that I guess today was reg. Scratch that comment about todaY BEING SHAT. WHOA I HIT CAPS. That's better. Anyways, I just noticed that Calvin and Hobbes comics are in all my text books...even my spanish book. Dammmnnnn. They aren't even funny. I don't get them.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! not. That is so retarded that I feel a little dumber after reading it.

Anyways, I got my hairs cut today. I'm pumped. That shit was so long and curly I was starting to look like It from the adams family. Nah not really but it was still too long for my liking. Haha my Psych book has a pic of a baby sucking its toe. Its funny. Lemme see if I can find it online. Nope, not on here. Oh well. Ummmm that's about it for now. Sorry I'll try and have more exciting things to write about tomorrow. Stay Classy. Peace.

Backpacks ARE cool!

Yup so today I realized that everyone is fake and only cares about social standings. But I'm not going to rant about that today. I want to move my room around so bad but it is so small that i have nowhere to move anything.....damnit. Oh and in future blogs I hope to use actual pictures that I take, but only when I start bringing my camera with me. I keep forgetting. Guys need like a man purse to hold all there shit like girls have because my pockets cant fit much more. Not a purse but like I wish it was socially acceptable for guys to carry backpacks around with them all the time. Then I could have all cool stuff on demand. But then it's like, oh hey there's Pat in a restaurant with a backpack on....what a sideshow. Hmm maybe i'll make it trendy. HA! as if anyone listens to me or copys me. Oh btw Pro Active is way more expensive than it used to be and that sucks because now I can't afford it. Plus I am having a major breakout that it is not fixing. WTF! 
Okay im totally moving my room around and maybe doing some HW. Maybe i'll post another blog later tonight. peeaccceee

Butt Donut

I know it has been awhile since I last posted but shit happens. I hurt my tailbone about a month ago and it still has not healed. I think that I may have done a lot of damage but I hate the doctors so I haven't gone. I have to sit on a donut so it will heal. It's embarrassing.

OH! By the way I am looking for a new job. One where I can sit at a desk and do just about nothing and play on my laptop like all my friends get to do at their jobs. Please help me!!! I'm sick of working at a concession stand in a hockey rink! Especially after yesterday when some kid took an ice skate to the neck! IT WAS SO FRICKEN NASTY!

That's kind of like where I work :/

Okay well I'm sorry that this isn't longer but I have to go to work now which succkkksss.